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manger(e) bene / manger bien


Hopefully it's no secret that I love food, the making and the eating of it.

Alice Waters' "The Art of Simple Food" is one of my favorite cookbooks. It begins with her philosophies about food (here's a list of them) and contains beautiful illustrations throughout of ingredients in their natural (freshly picked) state with information about using those ingredients and recipes of all sorts for each.

One idea she writes about is that of allowing our ingredients determine what we make, rather than the other way around (i.e., picking a recipe then selecting ingredients based on what is called for in that recipe). I love this idea, especially when considering seasonality. I always have and always will love browsing through recipes and keeping tabs on those I want to try, but I've been trying to branch out with this more intuitive style of cooking, letting my ingredients and personal creativity combined determine what shows up on my plate.

I bought peas and cherries from a farm stand while running errands on my day off last week, with no specific plans for them. I got home and with my leisurely afternoon flipped through a couple cookbooks for ideas. Then one hit—pesto! I love pesto, and it has many common ingredients that I usually have stocked in my cupboards/windowsill herb garden—substitute the pine nuts with peas, et voilà! Alas I do not own a mortar and pestle as recommended, but I made do with an ice cream scoop and bowl—the lack of proper tools made the successful outcome even more satisfying.

It has been so hot lately, but I just keep reminding myself about all the great food that is coming with the hot weather... namely tomatoes, berries, watermelon, PEACHES, and lots of other delicious things. Here's to a summer of good food, and if you have any recent or favorite recipes or ingredients of note, please share!

rock on


The above photos are from a Saturday morning of rock climbing in Rock Canyon a number of weeks ago—my first successful/complete ascent while climbing in the wild! I'm posting these now because this week I took the plunge and invested in rock climbing gear and a membership at a local climbing gym! Tonight was my inaugural climbing session as a new member and it was really great; no buyer's remorse here.

I am still getting the hang of things (puns for Lauren, always) and still working through my characteristic, continual anxieties but I am better learning to keep calm under pressure and keep on going—good lessons for me to reinforce time after time. There is something so cathartic and satisfying in overcoming challenges while doing something you enjoy. I love hobbies that come easily and naturally to me, like reading and photography, but this (similar to running) is becoming one that I love too, because I have to work harder for it.

Also, those mountains. I really love being in the mountains.

Baby Got Wasatch Back

The Ragnar Relay: 200 miles split between 12 team members, each running 3 legs of various mileage.

If you had asked me a couple years ago about the Ragnar Relay, I would have thrown the words "crazy" and "never" somewhere into the conversation. Somewhere something changed and I now find myself to be someone who loves running. When Jesster was putting a team together I jumped at the opportunity and recruited some friends to join, too. Training for Ragnar reminded me of the reasons I love running, primarily that it puts me outside in beautiful places and noticing things that I would not notice if I were going by at higher speeds (i.e., driving). I love the familiar feeling of my early alarms going off, pulling on running clothes, and slipping outside to a cool, beautiful morning. I formed habitual routes as well as explored new ones and this became a favorite part of my routine during the last few months.

This is what a 4AM wake-up call looks like.

Jess's very apt caption was: "No one has cried yet."

A couple weeks before the race, I started having problems with my IT band. Long story short, it was incredibly painful and made running a bit of a misery. But I finished! On Friday night after leg 2 of 3, I was a tear-stained mess, completely miserable, and not quite certain that I would make it through my last, longest, most difficult leg the following morning. But rest, ice, a miracle-worker at the first aid booth, 3 hours of quality sleep (due to our exhausted state), and encouraging teammates saw me through it all.
This was the sight I woke up to at 6am on Saturday morning of the race. We crawled into our sleeping bags in the wet field at 3am with a sky of beautiful stars above us. Even with no glasses on, I could see the cloudy milky way above—so incredible.

We ran through some really beautiful parts of Utah and I had a blast with these team members and friends in van 1 (my stomach hurt from laughing so hard all weekend). What an experience it was and I am so grateful.

And a few photos from the Ragnar photographers... (race photos are always so awkward and we had some gems, ha). We used a slap bracelet in place of a baton to pass to our runners and I was taking it off to have in hand to pass off to Vanessa; good thing I am a well-practiced child of the 90s. Below is our entire team after running into the finish together!


my proudest moment.


One of my inconsequential life goals (as opposed to ones of real importance) is to be able to crack an egg with one hand, in one quick motion à la the cooking class lessons in "Sabrina." (All of the students are required to practice: "Crack! New egg.")

Tonight I succeeded in this endeavor and thankfully my roommate Liz was there to witness and appreciate the moment, as "Sabrina" is also a favorite of hers. We were making cookie dough (as opposed to cookies) and I got an egg out of the fridge, cracked it once on the counter, and with a quick gesture deposited the contents into the bowl. All without spilling a single drop of egg on the counter. Miraculous, I tell you.

run through the lavender

I ran a my first 5K this morning with Melissa, Elizabeth, and Mackenzie (two friends in my ward). The weather was perfect, the fields were beautiful and smelled so lovely, and most importantly, we enjoyed ourselves. And the best part? We were given small lavender plants at the finish line to take home!

sundry life goals

-learn French
-relearn Spanish
-run a 5K
-[always] have a garden
-keep bees
-design my home
-watch July 4th fireworks in Philadelphia
-make a short film
-stateside travel: Yellowstone, Chicago, Alaska
-international travel: Morocco, southern France, Denmark, Sweden
-return visits: Italy, Paris, northern CA coast, Prince Edward Island
-always make time for reading

These are just some various goals that I've had for a while and wanted to list. A few are in the works: Melissa and I are signed up for a 5K this summer, I'm taking French classes in the fall, and the lone tomato in my balcony garden is almost ripe. I realize some of these are a little lofty (hello, costly international travel), but as my mom wisely says, "A goal unwritten is but a wish." I quite agree.

on: plants, gardens, and greenhouses

Yesterday I set up the beginnings/most of my balcony garden. There is something so viscerally and deeply satisfying to me about plants and working with plants, and I've been trying to pinpoint why that is.

I think it is partly due to my upbringing in the garden state, in a rural area that is heavily wooded in some areas and rolling farmland in others. And it is in part due to my family heritage of farming. My grandparents own a pumpkin farm where I spent many a summer hoeing pumpkins. My dad worked in agriculture for much of my life, so when we were little, my sisters and I would accompany him when he inspected fields. When I worked on a research farm, it was at times miserable working hard in the heat and humidity. And yet, when I worked at the farm and in a department store concurrently, I found the research farm so much more fulfilling. Agriculture is absolutely essential to our lives, so while it was hard work, I was invested in the greater purpose that I saw.

Growing a balcony garden, while quaint and satisfying in a domestic sense, ties back to these threads of my identity. And I think that is part of what has generated my excitement for this goal: a love for plants founded in my experiences and my heritage.

And while walking around Lowe's gardening section tracking down various herbs (and succulents, just because I love them), I remembered how much I love greenhouses. There was a certain familiarity, the slight humidity and smell of plants and earth. I love these images of greenhouses; they evoke a certain timelessness that I love. And so architecture, too, has a tie to this love of plants.

a balcony garden

I have always enjoyed cooking, but lately have been so thrilled the unexpected combinations I've discovered—strawberries & balsamic vinegar, avocado on toast, shaved asparagus and parmigiano with spaghetti—so fantastic!

I'm excited for the prospects of a summer out west, but I can't help but feel a little sad that I will miss the farm stands galore (and farm) and Jersey sweet corn.

Remember this windowsill herb garden? I'd like to try my hand at a balcony iteration this summer. The summer I grew basil was wonderful in a gastronomic sense and just thinking about the possibilities makes me very excited. I want to try and get my hands on some lemon basil and maybe some cinnamon basil... but I'll definitely (read: ideally) be going with some of the standards: sweet basil, cilantro, mint, oregano, rosemary, sage, thyme.

the un-passport photo

Last year, about this time, my roommate Amy found out she would be spending the summer in Jerusalem! She needed to renew her passport, so she had me take her passport photo. In addition to her passport photo, we took another photograph in which she did everything they say NOT to do in your photo: colored background, sunglasses, etc. Thus was born the UN-passport photo.

I found out today that I have been accepted for my internship in Italy this summer!! (multiply those '!!' by 11724982375981273. that is how excited I am. Infinitamente. [extremely])

I already have a passport, but naturally we had to recreate the un-passport photo for me.
Ah, yes. Blurry, sunglasses, weird facial expression, and not one, but two Italy calendars as the background. (I have my roommate Rachel and sister Lauren to thank for those.)

I feel like dancing right now, I'm so happy! It is utterly satisfying to see this dream start to come true that I have worked so hard to achieve.

on resolve.

I love New Years' because it is one of those goal-setting times of year (the other prominent ones being birthdays and the start of a new school year). It's not that I am incapable of setting goals on my own, but I love having the promise of a new year as the backdrop for my goal setting.

a few of my goals for 2011:
build my portfolio
ITALY
read more books
design-related job (or internship)
read The Book of Mormon in Italian (now that I've learned my full repertoire of verb tenses this will be much more feasible...since il passato remoto is a key one in this case)
refrain from being whiny when I am tired
(I wrote down a few other goals, but can't remember them offhand; these are the most important ones, though)

My dad always says, "You are in charge of you." This advice is especially applicable when it comes to goals. The goals you set are yours, and for the most part it's up to you to make them happen. But often we discourage ourselves and in doing so, limit what we're able to accomplish.

I'm completely obsessed with this song right now, and something about the chorus feels very fitting for all of this goal setting and internal motivation:

Let's not get ahead of ourselves
There's no need for rain,
It's our own parade
Let's not be afraid of our reflections
It's not only you you're looking at now.


Happy New Year! 2011 will be great, I can feel it.

& the prettiest shade of blue too.

i used to have a film camera and i have really wanted to get one this summer, in order to experiment with and explore a type of media with which i am not as familiar. since i'm trying to save up for various things that i would like to do next summer, i wasn't sure if this was a summer goal i would follow through with.

but i am so excited because this week i bought a Holga camera!!! rather than the traditional 120 type, i bought a 135 which uses 35 mm film, because using this type of film will be more cost effective. i thought this was a good compromise.



If you are not familiar with Holgas, they are such serendipitious and spectacular little cameras! i am excited to see the results!

i'm giving you a heads up: this post is quite botanically oriented.

working on a farm everyday has motivated me to try and grow various things on my own. so i'm attempting to grow some strawberries and basil. my father the horticulturist warned me that it is especially difficult to grow strawberries from seed (usually one would buy plants instead) but i'm still going to try. i also bought some basil plants!! (to use in cooking) (p.s. on my farm--note: it's not actually mine, thank goodness--in a couple weeks, i will have to transplant 35 varieties of basil. YES. 35 kinds. who knew there were that many?!)

(top: basil; bottom: strawberry...it's little still)

speaking of using basil for cooking...

i tried making ratatouille the other night! with this recipe. as a side note, this article is interesting, if you love Pixar like i do.


it was really good! though i wish i'd had fresh thyme to use for it. maybe i should grow some of that too.

on goal-setting and quiche.

i made some quiche tonight for dinner... tomato basil quiche.
(recipe from the Cooking Light Vegetarian cookbook.) mmm.


you can see more details in the first picture and get a better idea of what it tasted like, but i like the second picture better.. because the circular shape of the pyrex pie dish is echoed in the tomatoes and the burners on the stove. i really love that repetition of those simple shapes.



and so how exactly does this relate to goal-setting??

oh it does.

i have set a couple unofficial goals for myself [unofficial, in this case meaning just for kicks, not for an assignment of any sort, etc.]
il mio oggettivo numero uno: cook dinner with new recipes! i am trying to greatly broaden slash improve my cooking abilities.

il mio oggettivo numero due: read more books! i have always been a reader, but have been such a SLACKER in the past year-ish. my roommate brianon has really inspired me to jump back into reading..because it's definitely possible to read and tackle a homework load. i did it all through high school, not really sure why i stopped trying in college.

e il mio oggettivo numero tre: practice italiano! i am taking Italian 101. and i really love it. and i would really love to get better with it. goal updates to come soon :] xo.